I’m having a little battle with Team Pilko.

They’re a dedicated bunch, they are doing well coping with my humour and unrelenting push.

I’ve learned that I have to do as I’m told and follow instructions as given.

This often means that I’m told I can’t doing something right at the moment, it doesn’t mean no.

On a bad day I’m told “not now” and all I hear is “no”

It’s taken me a while to hear exactly what is said.

On a good day when I’m told “not now” I hear “not now”

It’s an important difference, it’s how you process things. Might seem small, but when your working through rehab you’ll hopefully appreciate and understand what I’m talking about.